-> Mentally Breakdown
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DOWN—-Not due to other physical factors, but for… … … … Fate? Or just some mis-perception???
School life
Boring lessons didn’t murder my nerves much, but the time of free did. Perhaps it’s really foretold by heralds Francis & Kaka. Is it the fate? NO, but the fate of free will.
*One thing to mention: It’s really an obstruction for me to express my ideas or thoughts by word. “My mouth opened out but my minds didn’t come out.” It’s the comment given by my dear classmates.
CLC lessons: for my diary again. Extremely down abruptly. Without making much sense, sb just slayed my mind without any reason. I lay on the earth soon… …
Lunch: A fresh fishburger from a restaurant. No appetite…
Physics lessons: Still severely hurt. Rest for a lesson… Risk Management Lecture given by Prof. Wong. (Ass. Professor?) It’s really not designed for me, I suppose. Yan has a much better potential for being a sucessful Risk Manager than I do. Really a great loss of the society…
*** I want to say that I have three sisters and a daughter ONLY. And I’m not gonna to change this situation. That’s my closest sister Francis, smart Yan & beloved Rosita.
Reading Workshop: Late a lot due to the lecture. Learnt loads of political issues from Mr Lau. A lesson worth attending. Pure tutorial lesson afterwards.
P.S. It’s easier for me to pick up a book or sth else I love, but never that easy to put them down. I hope I can learn the method of healing insaneness.